Quite a while, ugh! I miss blogging all the time. Now I’m lucky if I can sleep before 2 AM. I guess I wanna say: If you ever feel lost or empty…sometimes I feel that way too.
I think I’m still stuck in the past, I keep thinking about the old times. I’m still in my shielded bubble that no longer exists, and I’m trying to drift back to the past. I don’t like “growing up” or getting older.
Everything I do is taken day by day, because we are not guaranteed tomorrow.
A funeral I went to today really awakened me, plus some other personal issues going on in my life. I’m trying to figure out how I can make my life more purposeful…or helpful. It’s difficult. You just make the best of what you can. Be a good, kind person.
Now I’m thinking, maybe I don’t want to do photography anymore. Is my inspiration gone? Is the passion even still there? What can I do? I hate nights like this. The darkness always gets me.
For now: I will keep trying. AND LISTENING TO JOE HISAISHI! All of his stuff is amazing. Soooo!! here I go…